I still love you and everythings’s all screwed up. I still hold on to your promise that you’d never let me go. So what now? Its been months but I’m still here waiting. I’m hopelessly in love heartbroken girl. Even though you’re not fighting to keep me, my heart is fighting to get you and be in your arms again. I know everything’s different now I still love the time we spend together. Each day that passed, I fall a little bit more in love. I always find myself thinking about those memories; the way you looked at me, the way you hold me, the sound of your laugh, the songs you sang, the surprise kiss and hugs. Those memories that makes me feel perfect.

I still think about you, though. Are you still in the country or do you even visit my blog and read my posts? Do you know that its all about you? I stopped looking for someone because I’m still waiting that one day you’ll be back. I wouldn’t mind be left wondering for the rest of my life.

— 11:00 pm 

Palm Sunday! #blessed

Palm Sunday! #blessed

I offer my heartfelt thanks! :)

Guys and gals who’re still following me no matter how hiatus and inactive I am. Actually I don’t mind the number of my followers bc Its just the number that counts. On the number of my notes too, I don’t mind it at all. If ever you notice, I just post and post and post my rantings in life unlike before I make some long posts about love and life but maybe it’s not the right time for.me to back in that life again, bc the reality will matter the most. Im glad that no matter how mess my blog is, there’s still blogger who follows me.

I may not check your blogs and can’t follow some of you, I am still open for those who want somebody to talk to or asking for advice. I’m still the person who starts this blog from the start so don’t hesitate.

Love you all

Dahil ang tunay na nagmamahal hindi sumusuko!

Kahit gaano pa kahirap ang kalagayan at sitwasyon niyo ngayon kapit lang at huwag panghinaan ng loob. Minsan o kadalasan madaming relasyon ang nasisira dahil hinahayaan lang nila masira lahat ng pinuhunan nila sa kanilang relasyon. Alam nilang unti unti nang nawawala yun spark pero hindi pa rin sila kumikilos. Bukas mata nilang tinitignan ang relasyong unti unting nabubulok. Pero katunayan madami pa namang paraan para maayos ang lahat, hindi lang sila nageeffort ibalik ang mga bagay na nawala na. It’s always a matter of choice and effort. Kung hindi kikilos kelan pa? Kaya kahit mahirap kayanin mo ganiyan talaga kapag nagmamahal kahit gaanong sakit okay lang! Kapit lang at huwag bibitaw.

Mahirap itago ang tunay mong nararamdaman lalo na sa sarili mo. Yung tipong pinipilit mong paniwalain na okay lang lahat pero ang totoo hindi. Na kahit anong gawin mong pilit sa sarili mo hindi kaya. Dahil hinding hindi mo maitatanggi sa sarili mong maayos ang lahat dahil ang totoo unti unti nang nawawalan ang lahat.

Mahirap itago ang tunay mong nararamdaman lalo na sa sarili mo. Yung tipong pinipilit mong paniwalain na okay lang lahat pero ang totoo hindi. Na kahit anong gawin mong pilit sa sarili mo hindi kaya. Dahil hinding hindi mo maitatanggi sa sarili mong maayos ang lahat dahil ang totoo unti unti nang nawawalan ang lahat.

Minsan sa sobrang lungkot mo hindi mo na kayang ihandle yung sarili mong emosyon. Yung gusto mo na lang biglang mawala at bumalik ulit. Yung pagod na yung mata mo kakaiyak sa mga bagay na nakakapagpabigat ng loob mo. Yung feeling mo wala na lahat ng sayo. Wala na. Wala na.

Nasan ka na ba? Baka gusto mong magparamdam! Miss na miss na kita!!!